Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2015 11:38:20 GMT -8
so i want to give myself a proper introduction by telling you almost everything about me
first things first i am a fucking moron in education more for lack of fucks given about my future and shit i have suffered severe anxiety DISORDER* and severe depression i have been suicidal from a very young age i was born into a home with a mother and father i love my mother i hate my father he left me when i was 4 i in fact speak to my step mother more than i do my own father i lost my mother to cancer which started me on a downward spiral that would eventually lead me to drugs and self harm i at on multiple occasions i have attempted to commit suicide because life became a slight bit to much for me to handle i live simply to help people i have lived a life of hatred towards one person this is the first and last time i will mention this so publicly this was the first reason i had to die that caused my first od aged 9 i was raped at the age of 8 by someone who i looked up to i am a metal head for life i have both been bullied and bullied others and i never expect those people to forgive me for what i have done as i would never forgive those who bullied me i was caught up in a massive fuck fest on the server with a couple of people who shall not be named one of these has became my best friend the other is worthless to me i have never felt a reason to live as long as i remember i have been a child of hate for 3 years of my life i was a satanist (not ritual satanist a worshipper i aint ever sacrificing no cats bitch) i have never truly loved anyone (fuck bitches get money) i have never had a real relationship i hate everyone for me it's not a case of do i hate you yes i fucking hate you it's a case of whether i hate you enough to not talk to you i wish to meet everybody on this server some day especially a select few (jimmy, jesse, hammy, danny and a few more) everything talked about in this introduction has been dealt with so i don't expect sympathy from anyone but i don't know if i missed anything i wanted to say but fuck it (butt fuck it) i am fucking done
* i add the disorder because das wut mah doctor says
YOU MAY NOTICE A LACK OF PUNCTUATION WELL TO ADD PUNCTUATION YOU CAN SMA
first things first i am a fucking moron in education more for lack of fucks given about my future and shit i have suffered severe anxiety DISORDER* and severe depression i have been suicidal from a very young age i was born into a home with a mother and father i love my mother i hate my father he left me when i was 4 i in fact speak to my step mother more than i do my own father i lost my mother to cancer which started me on a downward spiral that would eventually lead me to drugs and self harm i at on multiple occasions i have attempted to commit suicide because life became a slight bit to much for me to handle i live simply to help people i have lived a life of hatred towards one person this is the first and last time i will mention this so publicly this was the first reason i had to die that caused my first od aged 9 i was raped at the age of 8 by someone who i looked up to i am a metal head for life i have both been bullied and bullied others and i never expect those people to forgive me for what i have done as i would never forgive those who bullied me i was caught up in a massive fuck fest on the server with a couple of people who shall not be named one of these has became my best friend the other is worthless to me i have never felt a reason to live as long as i remember i have been a child of hate for 3 years of my life i was a satanist (not ritual satanist a worshipper i aint ever sacrificing no cats bitch) i have never truly loved anyone (fuck bitches get money) i have never had a real relationship i hate everyone for me it's not a case of do i hate you yes i fucking hate you it's a case of whether i hate you enough to not talk to you i wish to meet everybody on this server some day especially a select few (jimmy, jesse, hammy, danny and a few more) everything talked about in this introduction has been dealt with so i don't expect sympathy from anyone but i don't know if i missed anything i wanted to say but fuck it (butt fuck it) i am fucking done
* i add the disorder because das wut mah doctor says
YOU MAY NOTICE A LACK OF PUNCTUATION WELL TO ADD PUNCTUATION YOU CAN SMA